My Eye

Yes there's something wrong with my right eye. I'm slowing going blind in it. WTF? I don't want to be blind in one eye. I'll miss out on all the new 3D movies coming out. There are still too many books I haven't read. I haven't seen the wonders of the world. Please God have mercy

You

You're so stupid. Don't you get it. You're worthless to me. We both know that you'll need me before I need you. But I'll just be another person that you can cross off. Another poor oblivious soul, who thought you were worth the weight of your flesh. Another one you can cross off. Another pen line going through that paper which headlines: People Who Used to Give a Fuck About Me. People who now care as little as I do. And as I sit here and write this I realize that this is the last time I'll probably wonder if you're even alive. Because as it turns out, you can die tomorrow. That'd be fine with me. Just leave my money under your doormat. Cause I don't care if I never see your body again. No not your dumb face and crooked too close teeth. Freckles and pimples. Unnecessary wrinkles where it appears you're aging before your time. You're crazy unmanageable 80's hair, you pretend to be unable to straighten. Hope you know it makes you look like a child. smh. Long torso with short appendages and stubby digits. You're practically a freak. But I guess that's what happens when parents are kids and on drugs or alcohol....or whatever. Tried to get rid of you at birth huh? Even they realized your uselessness. Almost as if they could see into the future. Weren't entirely successful though were they? Still managed to somehow be sacked with ego manical, selfish, rude, ill tempered child. Who morphs into a (for lack of better term) sub-human being. Unable to think of anyone other than yourself. Not even the two children you managed to give birth to even though it's almost unbelievable that you're a woman beneath all that masculine exterior. Are you? Two children that I have yet to see you mother or nuture in the two years I've known you. I pity them. Because even though they're both very fucked up now and need meds for day to day living, it's not their fault. It's not their fault that you suck as a parent. It's not their fault that you failed to use birth control when you knew full well the effects of sex. I feel bad for them because instead of creating a home for them you're too busy creating excuses. I feel bad for them because they deserve more than what you have to give. And since you're not giving it who will? I feel bad for them cause they're old enough to realize that you suck as a parent and will soon grow to resent you. If you think they don't walk around everyday and see single parents raising 2+ kids everyday you're playing yourself. They do. And when they do, you know what they're probably thinking? "Gee why can't my mom do it?" And you don't really have an answer for that do you? Well I take that back there is an answer for that. You'd rather waste money at strip clubs, or give it to a girl miles away that you haven't even had the pleasure of giving a hug. What are you working towards in life? So far you have managed to play the role of a failure quite effectively. Your shitty attitude makes it nearly impossible for you to hold down a job. I have a secret to tell you. You will always have a boss! Take your head outta your ass and realize the obvious. You will always have someone to answer to. Even if you own you're own business you'll have customers to answer to. You need to ADJUST. That's the way the world works. You don't run, control, own, or dictate anything. You have a boss and you need to suck it up. And do whatever he/she tells you. Maybe then you wouldn't have to go to work every other day trying to figure out if this is the day when they're going to fire you. Oh and by the way that same shitty attitude is the reason why you have no friends and none of your family members gives a damn about you. They'd rather watch you struggle and don't wanna waste their time associating with you. Because you're just a hateful person and you're horrible demeanor is annoying and unnerving. I think it's kinda funny because I'm an awesome person and I have a lot going for me. You on the other hand you're not intelligent enough to learn anything but what you do now huh? You don't have much to look forward to in life unless you decided to stop being a slut and start being a hooker. Maybe you can get him to burn you again. And just for therecord no one goes back and sleeps with someone who's burned them only a month prior, dumb bitch. But I guess when all you give a fuck about is sex and don't understand the meaning of the word consequences who cares that you're getting burned. Also who needs to form meaningful relationships when you have no personality, and it only matters that someone will get sexual satisfaction. Then sits there with that stupid face trying to figure out why...why....am I lonely. Because some men are smart enough to realize that they don't need to buy the cow when they can get the milk for free. Also just for the record it's not that good anyway. Hers was much better, and I do mean by a long shot. You have to realize that men will fuck anything......even dead women in some cases. They are walking penises. If they're not ready to settle and throw some freebies yes they're gonna bite. So that's not really saying anything about you. And if I were you I wouldn't be bragging about your numbers. But you were correct when you made the statement that you'll grow up old and alone. That's totally true. Maybe you're psychic too. But yes you will. Once that pussy dries up and becomes useless you can start moving in the cats. If you even have a place to live. I'm partially vindicated in the way that in a couple of months I'll be doing so much better than you at life in general. Because I'm more ambitious, smart, considerate, kind hearted, popular, and I realize that there's more to life. My remaining vindication will come when you die and no one attends your funeral, even your kids.