long day at work cuz i went in earlier to claim some of this 12 hour overtime they got laying around. another day full of rampant thoughts and wayward daydreams. long bus rides where i consume myself with my thoughts of tina and find it hard to think of anything but her. wondering is she thinking about me too. what's she doing. how she's doing.............i'm hungry tnight but not the least bit sleepy. i'm lonely tonight but not in anyway by myself.......ramen noodles for dinner. hulu for entertainment. brandy for comfort......g'night

so..............

i'm back. i went to myspace and it didn't work out so now i'm back. things have happened. i definitely see the world in a different light. but i don't quite know whether or not i'm a better person for what i've experienced...........don't know if i'm stronger.....wiser....more resilient. but i'm different. more on that later