Desperate Housewitches (season 8)

You're like this craving I can't seem to satisfy. I never taste enough of you on my tongue to pacify...............Once I was a slave to my desperation. My yearning. My human nature. The primal urge to obtain something that to this day still seems so far away. Unable to catch this thing that is all of you. The heart I've tried to carry is breaking my back. And with every single step the spirit is ghostly and uncertain. I've been reaching only for it to disappear. Pulling back my hands then once again it's near. I've before touched this illusion of you. Never have my fingertips felt so alive. Sparking with the energy of emotion that was foreign before. And never have I wanted so to grasp something that wasn't there. But maybe seeing wasn't believing. Because I could feel it. And what i felt was too powerful not to believe. Even as that thing I longed to grab loomed in and out of reach. The mind was mabye too censored. Too closed I couldn't share. There were so many revelations baying at the dam. Yours weren't like mines tragically parted with nothing coming out. Partially open with teeth for locks. Can't get in. But somehow already there and trapped. My dreams are the only perfect places left, because they're full of you. Your words strewn in the seams of my brain. Can't make sense of the thoughts but daring to know more. Like a battered little sailboat and determined to push from shore. But still too far from the other end of the ocean. Still too far from all of you. You're the stars in my sky, but my days are unbearable. The sunlight scorches me. Reality severes my soul. Creating a terrible hunger and I starve for you. And these pieces of the puzzle epitomize endless treasure, but still wouldn't do. I would need everything that you can't give. I'd have to have the entire puzzle to live. Every breath, every smile, every touch. I've needed it all and I've needed too much. Your image is elusive your effects are apparent. I can't recognize myself anymore. I can only see what you've done to me.